Today you’re going to masturbate.
No doubt you do this a lot anyway, you dirty slut.
Masturbate, but don’t cum for at least an hour. Bring yourself to the edge, but do NOT cum. While you play with your little boyclit, imagine this is the last orgasm you are allowed before being locked in permanent chastity. You want it to be good, don’t you? Savour it.
Stroke that pathetic little weenie as if you can never touch it again. Taste all the sticky pre-cum you produce. Convince yourself that, when you finally cum, you will drink it all down, just to know what it’s like, because you won’t get another chance.

You want to make this a memorable orgasm, don’t you? Take a break from wanking and tie up your sissyballs. Pull them down together and wrap a stocking or a shoelace round the sac above them to keep them stretched. Make it tight. Make it painful. It hurts, but you feel even more horny. It will be harder still not to cum.
Wouldn’t it be better still with some lubrication. Use some KY or baby oil or butter (improvise!) to lube your cock and wanking hand. Does that feel good, sissygirl?
Now your hand is nicely oiled, finger your sissy pussy with some more lube. Slowly ease one finger inside and fuck yourself, gradually building the rhythm. Then add a second finger, then a third. Use your free hand to beat the same rhythm on your boyclit.
Bring yourself to the edge, then recite these words out loud –
“I wish could feel a real cock inside me. I wish I had a real pussy instead of this pathetic, ugly cock. I will never be a real man. I wish I was a woman but I will only ever be a sissy. I promise to be more feminine in my thoughts, actions and appearance from this day forth. I will drink my cum to seal my pledge.”
Now you may cum, but you WILL drink it. All of it. Savour it. Roll it round in your mouth like a fine wine, like you always fantasised a slutty girlfriend would do when you came in her mouth. Then do what you’ve promised.
You must recite these words every time you play with yourself. Or stop wanking. You know which you will choose…